<3These hands are meant to hold<3

ever_so_sweet24 @ 2006-02-02T08:13:00

2006-02-02T13:18:51Z

I never update ne more.
i usta love this thingggggg
mhhmmh
40 days of school left for me
then..ryan's taking me to amsterdam and paris
and im moving out of my house when i get back
we have vday together next day is 6 month anniversary and the 24th i turn 18
i love this man.

<3

ever_so_sweet24 @ 2006-01-02T15:31:00

2006-01-02T20:36:43Z

ahh loong time no write
2005 was most likely the best and worst year of my life
i feel in love for the first time
i traveled the world
i feel out of love
was sober for 8 months
stopped going to south fork
met 21 amazing little kids
found out best friends means nothing at all
got a new car
got a diamond ring from the love of my life
my toenail fell off again..the start of a great year

2006 we graduate..i cant even believe its here.......hahhaha

<3

ever_so_sweet24 @ 2005-12-02T14:19:00

2005-12-02T19:26:49Z

sooo david melillo's got a new song..
make me think of matt and his curly hair
i wanna go see the tour with hellogoodbye and the rocket summer.
so matt......please find tickets..and we can reunite..for an evening and
sing a long
u probably dont even read this

went over to ryans to relax..fell asleep for 3 hours! go casey...good thing i got everything done today..not..i woke up and forgot where i was..and he just pushed up against my ear and said i love you...so this is love.mhm

we have a big extravaganza to go to tonite..its rather exciting..ill post pictures..o not u didnt..

all i have to say..whut goes around comes around..i will toast to amy's party this weekend..bitches excluded...10 girls and a limo...yes yes yes.

STEPAHNIE'S BIRTHDAY.was yesterday and now shes a grown ass woman.

<3 casey

ever_so_sweet24 @ 2005-11-29T10:42:00

2005-11-29T15:42:45Z

happy lala
amy's this weekend
did i mention
im in love.
<3

ever_so_sweet24 @ 2005-11-26T12:54:00

2005-11-26T17:55:31Z

ryan came back from coloradooooooooooooo
yay..never have missed someone that much
bought me lots of pretty stuff
<3333333333

ooo christmas i love you
and ur presentssss

ever_so_sweet24 @ 2005-11-02T09:56:00

2005-11-02T14:57:26Z

is it too late to go to europe steph..im in need of you..my aldos..vienna poles..and luckys..o yes..maybe a beer..HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

ever_so_sweet24 @ 2005-10-04T22:40:00

2005-10-05T03:06:22Z

top ten things that make me happy:
1. reading a good book
2. my dad being home
3. knowing one day..ill be in europe with a lot of fags
4. the day i leave for college
5. candy
6. the fact that im gonna tell jaclyn someday im a fool for forgiving him and not her.
7. warm socks
8. mango
9. falling asleep with ryan
10. pudgy babies

sooo my daddy came home today..he looks healthier..which i think will make him be able to walk across the field for homecoming:)

i lost my cellphone in walmarts parking lot today....i needed a new one anyway

so my sister and i have basically been at our house alone for almost 2 weeks..it was fab..no orders no nothing...all we had to do was keep up on chores..and now...we have rules again.

bibliography that im procrastinating on.

my mom came home one day this week..to shower...at like 7:45..and saw ryan and our house..and um..we still havent spoken..she said.."you lost your fucking mom"
real sincere...its okay though..ill be outa here in a few months..

isnt it sad how much we have lost friendship over the past couple of years..best friends u had in 9th 10th and 11th grade u dont even speak to ne more...we've all become too wrapped up in boys, school, being the best at everything in school, spending two hours on hair and make up every morning for nothing at the end of the senior year, or getting caught up in drugs..and staying caught up in them, hooking up with each others boyfriends, getting drunk together, getting so high you develop your own language,
stuff were gonna miss...and its like we've already begun to give up on each other..when this is the time we should b livin it up...

in the past two weeks..ive seen a show about a boyfriend who cut up his girlfriend and ate her..thats how they couldnt find ne evidence...and on csi..a husband who kept his kids in the basement for 2 years..and chained their mom up on a dog leash and then used his toolbox on her...discusting..ehughgh

i also recently finished My Sister's Keeper..so excellent..a girl was born through a lab to help her older sister get through lukemia..the girl is used for blood and all types of bone marrow transplants for her sister with lukemia/kate. Then one day she goes to a laywer and demands medical emancipation..everyone thinks this is horribly selfish and thinks she is deliberately trying to kill her sister kate and not let her recieve the medical transplants she needs...turns out that it is kate that wants to die..she tells her sister to request medical emancipation so that she(kate) can just live with the lukemia..die and not suffer anymore..the dont find this out until shes on the stand..during all this kate suffers from kidney failure and her sister is the only one that can donate a kidney to her..but kate doesnt want the healthy kidney..becuz it would disable her sister..all in all...medical emancipation is given and the girl leaves the court house only to be in a horrible accident and killed...the kidney is then donated to kate by the sisters laywer..and kate is cured from lukemia..such a great book.

ahhahaha
girls that dont get over stuff are dumb.
so im over everything.
except this one thing with channing..and thats it

<3

and this is what makes my heart hurt

2005-09-26T22:55:47Z

nothing has ever brought me to tears the way that phone call did today
i was arguing with ryan and smoking with rj..and my mom calls..
i remember falling on the tile and just sitting there..
ryan drove me home and i went to the hospital with my mom and sister
turns out he didnt have a mild heartattack..it was a severe one..
he's having open heart surgery tommorow..and i just cant stop crying
i feel like such a bitch for complaining about my life earlier.
my dad is hurting so bad right now and i just cant take it..

love
casey

never evending

2005-09-26T04:49:47Z

bahh havent updated in a while

Saturday: my day for ryan..gave him new speakers..everything wonderful happened..i got crunked..o deary me..i fell asleep..and im happy hes all mine now:)

Sunday: i come home to see my mother looking a wreck..their clothes everywhere..they had themselves to the house last nite...ugh...then i go to the pool..and come back..noones here i call my mom...no answer and then i call my cousin and she sounds a bit frantic and we'll have to call me back..around 2:00 my dad is on an iv drip at martin memorial hospital..around 6:00 they need to transfer him to JFK for extensive lab work on kidneys and heart, hes always had heart problems..but now its here..pray for my dad.please.<3

ahh ive missed out on so much high school life..i was filled in tonight....to actually think..if i went there ..i definately would smoke more...and then i might just b dead..lol bahahha

surprised him tonite and jumped right on top of him..then we argued..of course..i ran out the door he wont let me shut the car door..its getting quite funny..hearing ppl say..here they go again..i dont really no if thats happens..but its pretty to think so.<3

reading a fabulous book for enc1102..ernest hemingway's The Sun also Rises..

je suis tres contente.
for a minute or two.

gotta go write an outline.....
stephanie come write my paper damnit..or ill stick a cigarette up ur ass..and then perhaps ill make lisa smoke it..for the sake of CHain SMokers of Europe United..u know those ppl we met over in berlin..<3

love alwayssssssssssss
casey

ever_so_sweet24 @ 2005-09-20T23:29:00

2005-09-21T03:31:17Z

ha soo new news.
im in love.
again.
and its lovelyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
i miss getting drunk on the bathroom floor with the scent of coco chanel hair next to me.
i miss getting crunked period.
ryans bday is this wknd.
time to get in the sky.

its going to be a lovely day.

ever_so_sweet24 @ 2005-09-20T23:20:00

2005-09-21T03:29:33Z

I miss somebody right now.

* I don't watch much TV these days.

* I own lots of books.

* I wear glasses or contact lenses.

* I love to play video games.

* I've tried marijuana.

* I've watched porn movies.

* I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.

* I believe honesty is usually always the best policy.

* I curse sometimes.

* I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.

* I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

* I have broken someone's bones.

* I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.

* I hate the rain.

* I'm paranoid at times.

* I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.

* I need/want money right now.

* I love sushi.

* I talk really, really fast.

* I have fresh breath in the morning.

* I have long hair. Not for long!

* I have lost money in Las Vegas.

* I have at least one sibling.

* I was born in a country outside of the U.S.

* I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.

* I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.

* I like the way that I look.

* I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.

* I am usually pessimistic.

* I have a lot of mood swings.

* I think prostitution should be legalized.

* I slept with a roommate.

* I have a hidden talent.

* I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.

* I have a lot of friends.

* I am currently single.

* I have pecked someone of the same sex.

* I enjoy talking on the phone.

* I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.

* I love to shop and/or window shop.

* I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.

* I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.

* I'm a pretty good dancer.

* I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.

* I have a cell phone.

* I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.

* I've rejected someone before.

* I currently like/love someone.

* I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

* I want to have children in the future.

* I have changed a diaper before.

* I've called the cops on a friend before.

* I'm not allergic to anything.

* I have a lot to learn.

* I am shy around the opposite sex. I'm shy around most everyone

* I’m online 24/7, even as an away message

* I have at least 5 away messages saved.

* I have tried alcohol or drugs before.

* I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.

* I own the "South Park" movie.

* I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.

* I enjoy some country music.

* I would die for my best friends.

* I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.

* I have used my sexuality to advance my career.

* Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.

* I have dated a close friend's ex.

* I am happy at this moment.

* I’m obsessed with guys.
* Democrat.

* Conservative Republican.

* I am punk rockish.

* I go for older guys/girls, not younger.

* I study for tests most of the time.

* I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.

* I can work on a car.

* I love my job.

* I am comfortable with who I am right now.

* I have more than just my ears pierced.

* I walk barefoot wherever I can.

* I have jumped off a bridge.

* I love sea turtles.

* I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.

* I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.

* I am proficient on a musical instrument.

* I hate office jobs.

* I went to college out of state.

* I am adopted.

* I am a pyro.

* I have thrown up from crying too much.

* I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.

* I fall for the worst people and have been hurt every time.

* I adore bright colors.

* I usually like covers better than originals.

* I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.

* I can pick up things with my toes.

* I can't whistle.

* I have ridden/owned a horse.

* I still have every journal I’ve ever written in.

* I talk in my sleep.

* I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.

* I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.

* I wear a toe ring.

* I have a tattoo.

* I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.

* I am a caffeine junkie.

* I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.

* If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit murder.

* I cosplayed or know what cosplaying is.

* I have been to over 15 conventions.

* I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.

* I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.

* I'm an artist.

* I am ambidextrous.

* I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed.

* If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony.

* I have terrible teeth.

* I hate my toes.

* I did this Meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me.

* I have more friends on the internet than in real life.

* I have lived in either three different states or countries.

* I am extremely flexible.

* I love hugs more than kisses.

* I want to own my own business.

* I smoke.

* I spend way too much time on the computer.

* Nobody has ever said I'm normal.

* Sad movies, games, fics and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.

* I am proficient in the use of many types firearms and combat weapons.

* I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.

* I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me.

* I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.

* I have played strip poker with someone else before.

* I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.

* I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.

* I can't stand being alone.

* I have at least one obsession at any given time.

* I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.

* I'm a judgmental asshole.

* I'm a HUGE drama-queen.

* I have traveled on more than one continent.

* I sometimes wish my father would just disappear.

* I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am.

* I am a Libertarian.

* I could speak more than one language

* I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.

* I would rather read than watch TV.

* I like reading fact more than fiction.

* I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.

* I have no piercings.

* I have spent the night in a train station or other public place.

* I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried.

* I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.

* I've been married and am now divorced.

* There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it.

* I like most animals better than most people.

* I own a collection of retro games consoles.

* The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver.

* I have hit someone with a dead fish.

* I am compulsively honest.

* I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.

* I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers. And not been ashamed.

* I have gone from wishing I was a boy to revelling in being a girl to feeling like a boy again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex.

* I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders. Have always been confused about this one...

* I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.

* I find it impossibe to get to sleep without some kind of music on.

* I dislike milk.

* I obsessively wash my hands

* I always carry that something significant around with me. My ring, even when I didn't wear it

* Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.

* I love talking about myself to the point where I need to be stopped.

* I often sing whenever I can and I'm good at it too.

* I have experienced some type of traumatic abuse in my lifetime (physical, emotional, sexual, verbal etc).

* I've experienced visions and dreams which I know/believe are from my past life.

* I have deja vu so vivid that I feel faint.

* I've dyed my hair so often, I honestly forget what I used to look like.

long time no see

2005-09-07T20:58:28Z

I went tooooo gainesville this wknd..so much fun..i pretty much fried my brain to peices..we went to the swamp and all kinds of parties and saw everyone tailgating..it was just fun..and tony had a bike...and i rode it all down the country side...it is beautiful up there...i love the college life......

ryan bought me a lil pretty thing...but i broke it this wknd..im such a dumb ass...i think its because in a sense..ryan might have been there..cuz i was laying out with this kid i met..named ryan...go figure...he broke my bowl and then my sunglasses..so that could been gods way of saying GET AWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY...mhm

twin where art thou..i realized at 3 that my fone had been turned off for a couple of hours...i should beat the thing..im sorry..this wknd..theres a scary movie comming out..we shall go watch it..and then have cake or something.......<3

steph i was out to lunch the other day and i started cracking up thinking about ur brother being like "rememeber whjen u broke ur leg"....ummmmm WHATTTTTTTTTTTT

sad to say but were all gonna be leaving in less than a year..ive lost some of my best friends that i thought id be talking to my kids about..i probably still will lol...

Jamie o rlly makes me think sometimes..like how his mood switches from a to b....

saw this song..and i relize even though were not existent anymore. i had to use this.

2005-09-06T01:18:26Z

And i feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud
And I know that you'll use them, however you want to

ever_so_sweet24 @ 2005-08-31T09:03:00

2005-08-31T13:04:22Z

Yeah umm this is the doctor...yup we get ur test back..ur knocked up..u gotta pack up and leave..

i can see you ron..

...i think she bought it.

ever_so_sweet24 @ 2005-08-28T14:03:00

2005-08-28T18:05:43Z

You say you've turned it off
Hid your heart upon a shelf
Scared of what it might cost
To take it down for someone else
Cause loving him you lost
Too much of yourself
Baby can't you see
that he's not me
And....

I need you to know you can fall into me
That my arms are wide open and will always be
Right here waiting, staying strong
Come and fall into me

I'll follow any road
Anywhere to get to you
I'll open up my soul
If that's what you need me to do
Now baby its your move
All you've got to do

Just believe in love, just believe in us

ever_so_sweet24 @ 2005-08-28T13:58:00

2005-08-28T18:00:00Z

so much for my diet...i just had coco pebbles...

i think i find it harder to write when im happy..

i cant wait to go up to gainseville with my lil stephy poo..

i gotta go shower for work

school starts tommorow..buhhhhhhhhhhhh

<3

life=yay

2005-08-21T13:33:23Z

sooooooooo its been so longgggggg
last nite...i had to work..and then ryan and i got ready to go to jensen beach..and then we decieded just to hang out at the house..cuz we were tired and we watched white noise...soo scaryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy..........and then i had to drive home......ah.

the other nite we all went to the beach..and it was soo much fun..like something high school memories should be made out of..all of us sitting out looking at the moon and stars..with sand in our butt..

thats where daddys from kissy kissy bite bite..p.s everyone thinks ur the cutest thing......hehe..daddys proud.

ill always remember my first love..the magic moments in the begininng..i hope u find that again...and ur graduating so soon..good luck.

i have to stop smoking..it makes me dumb..and then i say and do things i dont mean..and he said it hurts him...so i gotta stop..and be a nice girl..

<3

ever_so_sweet24 @ 2005-08-16T05:53:00

2005-08-16T09:56:15Z

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
shes awakeeeeeeeeeeeee

yesterday..got outa school..layed out..and then went to ryans house.
made him and nate get out of bed..the same bed..and come to the mall with me..
i win..they did..shoppppppppppppppping..and ummm then we all went to the house..had a lil lovey..and then i went home..for kickboxing..wow did that go bad..i feel asleep at 6 and im just now waking up...hgahahhahahhdfhadh..

okayyyyyyyyyyy so...everythings okay.

i want to go to mississippi..i feel lost a lil bit.

stephy cakes..i need you once more..minus the smelly girl bathroom.<3

ever_so_sweet24 @ 2005-08-15T10:31:00

2005-08-15T14:35:59Z

he came over last night.
brought me chocolate.
gave me lots of kisses.
told me that were gonna do this for real.
in a world where everything is rlly fucked up
i think he might be okay
i know i know
hes done a lot wrong
but havent we all
i need to go back to europe..
this town is so small
i feel as if i have no "real friends"
someone to call a best friend
so i unbanned u from commenting..and u havent commented..so maybe u werent talking to me
could i be more of a dumbass.
i cant believe u smoked a fag without me meghan..im going to punch you.<3

<3always
cassssssssssssssey

never fear..ala lyrics are my mood.<3

2005-08-11T04:16:26Z

You wanted all that you could never put your finger on
And deep down you know you can't keep searching for another
Because what you want, and never what you need
Look in my eyes I assure you can be found in me <3

ever_so_sweet24 @ 2005-08-09T10:36:00

2005-08-09T14:37:03Z

"i used cosmopolitan shampoo,but you can't smell it cuz i had AG and now all you can smell is steers"

my sisters first day of high school.
<3

ever_so_sweet24 @ 2005-08-09T00:24:00

2005-08-09T04:59:08Z

1. What do you like most about your body? well i do have great toes....
2. How many fillings do you have?: like 30 and plus some
3. Do you think you're good looking?: ive gotten my share
4. Do other people often tell you that you're good looking?: sum say sum dont
5. Do you look like any celebrities?: a guy at my work calls me scarlett johanson

FASHION
1. Do you wear a watch?: no
2. How many coats and jackets do you own?: a couple 10+
3. Favorite pants color? Jeans
4. Most expensive item of clothing?: lacoste stuff./bebe
5. What kind of shoes do you wear?: flip flops/mykeds

YOUR FRIENDS
1. Do your friends 'know' you?: only one at the moment
2. What do they tend to be like?: someone that can make me crack up in sals room for an hour and not be able to breath.shivvity lol
3. How many people do you tell everything to?: use to be my mom ..but that failed..channing..

MUSIC, TV, FILM & BOOKS:
1. Favorite group ever? std,dashboard<3,percy sledge
3. Do you find any musicians good-looking?: i love dirty hot rocker boys<3 ha
4. Can you play an instrument?: piano
5. Type of music never listened to?: norwegion
6. Type of music you love to listen to?: acoustic,posthc,indie,classical,jazz, 80s classic rock

GENERAL QUESTIONS:
1. Who is the smartest woman alive at the moment?: duh.me
2. What do you prefer, a sunny or rainy day?:sunny then rainy at night
3. Do you consider yourself lucky?: yes
4. Do you feel pity for people who commit suicide?: nope.im sure their happier.
5. Choose one word to describe how you feel most often: contemplative..is that a wordddd
6. Why do you think God made you the way you are?: cuz im southern
7. If you could describe yourself, how would you describe you?: laugh at my own jokes,sleepy,listen to good music,i like my clothes

MORE JUNK:
1. Complete & Full Name: casey lea fergy
2. Do you like it?: perhaps:)
3. Nick-names: bean,case,kasheeey
4. Screen names: just2darncute224
6. Birthday: 2-24-88
7. Sign: pisces
8. Ethnic Background: irish
9. Location: Florida
10. Job: togoho
11. Status: Single
12. Crush: not right now
13. Natural hair color: blonde
14. Current hair color: blonde and black
15. Eye color: blue
16. Height: 5*6
17. Birthplace: slidelle,louisiana
18. Shoe size: 8

FAMILY:
1. Parents: tam and mr.policeman
2. Siblings: megan royce,brittany nicole,amy lynn
3. Live with: the family
4. Favorite relatives: cousins

FAVORITES:
1. Number: 24
2. Color: blue
3. Day: saturday
4. Month: november
6. Movie: dukes of hazzard,down to you,goldmember,anchorman
7. Food: ice cream,fruit
9. Sport: baseball
10. Class: off blocks
11. Teacher: baughman,coach wald,mrs.wainwright
12. Drink: water
13. Veggie: carrots
14. TV station: mtv, cmt, Etv,comedy central
15. Radio station: 104.3
16. Store: urban outfitters
17. Expression: wait what were we talking about?
18. Animal: my baby sammy
19. Flower: white oleanders

PICK ONE
1. Coke or Pepsi: coke
3. Day or night: day
4. AOL or AIM: aim
5. CD or cassette?: cd
6. DVD or VHS: dvd
7. Jeans or khakis: jeans
8. Car or truck: truck
9. Tall or short: Tall
10. Lunch or dinner: dinner
11. N*sync or BSB?: nsynce
12. Gap or Old Navy:gap
13. Lipstick or lipgloss:both
14. Silver or gold: silver
15. Alcohol or weed: o i dont do either.

LOVE & RELATIONSHIPS
1. Do you have a bf/gf?: ..<3
2. If you're single, why are you single?:
3. How long was your longest relationship?: justin..a lifetime.
4. How long was your shortest relationship?: couple days..middle school i guess lol
5. What do you want in a bf/gf? thats for me to pray about and for u to play my head with
6. Who was your 1st love?: brennen
7. What do you miss about them?: kissing under the basketball hoop

THE PAST:
1. What is the one thing you would change about your past?: i wouldve planned my escape from here better..passed the flask and not hog it..ruining friendships..
2. What is the biggest mistake you've made in your life?: loved someone who didnt love me the same back
3. Last thing you heard: the spill canvassss
5. Last thing you said: call me babe
6. What is the last TV show you saw?: laguna beach
7. What is the last song you heard?: the dutch courage
8. Last time you took a trip: orlando..
9. Last time you said something bad: all today

FUTURE:
1. What day is it tomorrow?: tuesday
2. What are you going to do after this?: sleep
3. Who are you going to talk to?: my sister in bed
4. Where are you going to go?: bed
5. How old will you be when you graduate? 26
6. What do you wanna be?: behavior analyst
7. What is one of your dreams?: to live in europe
8. Where will you be in 25 years?: somewhere in the a two story white house with my babies and the love of my life.

OTHER:
1. Do you write in cursive or print?: scrabble
2. Are you a lefty or a a righty?: righty
3. What piercing do you have?: 7 in ears..and nose
4. Do you drive?: yea
5. Do you have glasses or braces?: had braces.have glasses
6. Did you enjoy taking this survey?: its already over..and whoever is reading this..should be just as bored as i am and call me and we'll..read or something.<3

ever_so_sweet24 @ 2005-08-07T20:48:00

2005-08-08T00:54:05Z

o little dolly pops
ryan took me out to breakfast..and then we both confessed we dont like bfast so we went to lunch..yummy
ive decieded to only smoke on wknds lol..cuz im getting chub..its not a good chub either

well i unbanned u from commenting.

i dont start real school until august 20...yesssssssssss...no more south fork..<3<3

its a good thing i was trying to find our friendship..u saved me some time by telling me not to look..ur good.

right when u think uve found a nother friend thats gonna make u giggle until u pee..u lose her..and shes lost herself somewhere too..ill be here when u find what makes u happy..and who u are.<3

its tres cold.<3

senior song..

2005-08-06T18:29:18Z

I'm gonna stay eighteen forever
So we can stay like this forever
And we'll never miss a party
cause we keep them going constantly
And we'll never have to listen
to anyone about anything
cause it's all been done and it's all been said
we're the coolest kids and we take what we can get

2006

ever_so_sweet24 @ 2005-08-06T14:26:00

2005-08-06T18:26:06Z

And is that what you call tact?
You're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back.
So let's end this call, and end this conversation.
and is that what you call a getaway?
well tell me what you got away with.
cause you left the frays from the ties you severed
when you say best friends means friends forever